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This I wrote recently to Jamaibabu. These are witnessed facts: Chhorda told me in hospital that he was prepared to spend INR 3 lacs every month for his treatment for more than 5 years. He did not need financial support. He retired in 2005 December and his salary was INR1.2 lacs. After retirement he was receiving INR 30000 as pension every month. Besides he came to know of his eligibility of medical expense and he applied for the same when i was there. He had above INR 2 crore in deposits. His accounts are not closed, nor bank is informed of his death. Some this was known to Didi. She corroborated with Chhordi in this matter. I kept aloof about whole thing and investigated only when Didi asked me to get involved. But then she asked me to remain aloof. She told me if Joy Shubha gets money from their Mashi what is wrong. Many cousins like Omoo and Chandra and others know about it. FD gets matured and they are being invested illegally. It is criminal activity going on. I asked for d...

Is it not recursive yes it is indeed the induction ends in itself long ago i wrote similar recursive program in fortran that prints itself truth is there is no truth is self supportive recursive definition there is always self delusion what is the necessity to discover truth truth ends all speculation or prediction about oneself i have changed enough in course of living which among them is truth is there an absolute if there is one truth is there is no truth i can take bath as many times i wish but i remain dry i cannot get wet truth is divinity one and only one all sensible is divine not divinity divinity is present by its absence the one and only one i can only at best be only aware of divinity when all is something i am divinity when set of all is nothing all is absent i have no preference all is always divine ------------------------------------------------------------------------- avoiding any is not my preference since i am already absent ...

i am waiting to be untouched my situation is hopeless i cannot explain how deeply i am hurt cecilia was trying to appease with whatever to restore her equality hoping we are not mean to destroy her pride inhumanly but i could not do it i heart broken could not come to her aid i am suffering since then it is deeper than chhorda's last words when i was leaving india then it was misunderstanding of chhorda the result of storytelling of my sisters who took this opportunity destroy all hope respectability for him i to this day cannot pardon my sisters for this how does it matter to them chhorda died from this it is my belief i remain empty it is wish of my creator cecilia has not come back i can never forgive joya how does it matter while i was writing this cecilia was outside i met her it is joy

the most read piece of veda bhashya is gita getta is one word if chanted repeatedly it would reveal its meaning to the chanter to be tyagi renunciate scholars read gita and end up giving discourses on gita gita literally means harmony one is asked to be in harmony with whatever the prevailing atmosphere and not quit gita is divine and could not be changed it is futile to read its interpretation gita defies all interpretation here is an apt story on gita its dharma being divine an poor brahmin a scholar of gita did not find alms to bring back home where his wife waiting for alms to cook his next meal it started to rain and waited the rain to stop under a tree while waiting he started finding faults with writings in gita he thought that there is need for modernisation in his mind he started correcting it he was very pleased with his ecomposition after the rain stopped when he was his home he was afraid of his spouse that he is empty handed his new modern versio...

chhorda is the largest observation database on a single individual not all observations were witnessed by me but related by others i have seen his innovative mind i was impressed with his magic and stories of mathematics i was very impressed with his ways to create and define rules of game i did not appreciate his games of bridge i enjoyed chess and puzzles more i read more literature than him i do not learn words my sentences are always experiment he always expressed to avoid confusion i do not avoid confusion i was very impressed with his perfection with carrom game he could win all games trailing 0-2 and short of 1 point from defeat in the 3rd game he had deep memory and could recite very complex derivation in short time from memory he taught me in college for about 4 years i had no desire to supersede him in academics i looked for brilliance that is not step by step derivation my technique is to conduct new search for rules and not conduct results to my memory ...

now is fixed and immovable viewing window passing out side window continuous stream of moments varying attention to moments can be recorded and rendered to akashic archive for classification purpose it is human learning rules to be applied to future or any moment fro past classification good or bad sitting inside the room with only ability to watch and classify for excitement can be very involving the ability to replay events outside when there is nothing excite outside of a desired expectation we simulate expectation this not truth and I know further still suppose it is so intellect is born it is allowed to be born it is divine all the rules thereafter for creation relationship is divine all the games played with relationship win lose new dead or whatever is divine they are layers of layers of tasty serving to make moments exciting gift of divinity in now divine