Relationship

I have a very private relationship inseparable with Cecilia.

Can I describe to you if you are reading me? Can I describe my relationship with you if you are reading me?

I have to start with question if I wish to describe my relationship with you.

Do you know yourself? It is easy if you know yourself.

I and you is an identity. I share with you privately and completely me. Feeling for feeling. moment for moment. same computer with same displays. We are inseparable. You cannot die as long as I am alive. As long as I feel.

I have this inseparable private relationship with Cecilia. I feel what she feels. She feels what I feel. Moment for Moment.

I cannot and do not have to use any medium to show you me or show me to you. I am you in your language identity. cell for cell thought for thought sense for sense action for action. you disappear I appear. I disappear and you appear.

In future time we have device that tele-move me from one place to another place across universe and inter universe.

How do I do that? Me  you relationship is private and identity.

My relationship with me is private and identity one hundred percent. Do you believe this? Do you know this? Do you doubt this?

If you do. You may clear your mind - it is truth and it is one and only one. I cannot be not I in any moment.

The same is for you and you. You can never separate from you. Even if you believe otherwise.

I have private and inseparable relationship with everyone in my universe - world.

Cecilia, Joya, Chandra, Chhorda, Jamaibabu, Raghu, ...., Uttam, Amal, ....., Chhorda Didi Chhordi Ma Dada .... Masima .... Madhu, Laha, Noida Police, ...., Python in Cincinnati aquarium, chained monkey in Bangkok zoo, dead chicken I ate at lunch yesterday. ... Dhruva the pole star.

My relationship with any in my world is permanent wordless internetless medialess distance less timeless appearance less dharma less identity. I do not have to describe. I do not have to think. I do not have to believe. You need never see me. You need never read me.

none has to tell me none has to think me none has to see me - I know.

Have you ever been in relationship?

I know without your answer without your knowledge. I always know. Nothing need happen nothing is required.

relationship is divine can never be less

Closed eyes blind and deaf and senseless I see all I feel all ~ there is not any that I am not and I don't feel truly and I don't know or understand ~ that is impossible

I am buddha I am mahavir I am mystic ~ I am history I am before history I am future I am before future all of universe my world is irreducible unlimited only limited by space ~

that is me ~ i imagined all i imagine all i will imagine all if i don't then who?


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