pizza

it starts with a dough and spread it thin as thin as possible in a pan and then you add many layers of spread as many you want as many variety you one and then put it in the oven leave it there for fifteen minutes then you pull it out you cut it in many pieces into many pies you eat it from the center

did you follow what i just said

let me explain it this our world my world the same world individual paradise that w enjoy starting at the center

world is my pizza with many many spreads as permy taste

there is no probability no possibility

nobody makes my pizza  nobody knows my taste nobody knows my appetite i do have to eat it all nobody forces me to eat it all

i may just touch it with the tip of my tongue and reject it waste i have empty oven dough ready spreads ready i just have to know what next i have time and time

plenty plenty plenty

the pizza i make this time is unthinkable any time before

it is real world without money

free free free

nothing requires to be done

nothing require to be thought

nothing required to be planned

no gravity

layers layers layers of heaven without bottom without boundary bliss without repetition without limitation sensations without me without before without after without memory without expectation

reality without words substance without contents without efforts

death of course in full reality with excruciating pain the magical disappearance

reemergence after endless time unlimited ocean of time unlimited darkness no sensation unlimited wait without end

silence without hope without before without after

my world is indivisible irreducible complete absolute

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