nothing in particular

Having spent many decades searching for truth and having found it, I can no longer construct a wall or deny it.

I have from the heart of heart rejected any model of prediction or discovering current status. I shall give some credence to well accepted model of elliptical orbit by planets around their sun or stars. Such model was formulated by Kepler based on decades of celestial observations made by his father in law by a state owned observatory. That none the less we are using to get universal result to answer what is he time now! Our activity is in synchronous by Clock that is not biologically inherited.

I am awake and it is still night. Often I sleep in day and I have no activity involving other people. In week days I may spend some time during day playing with children or picking up phones ringing. I do not have any urge to work that is not remote or paying per hour what I think I deserve. I do not make false promise and I have past record delivering what I promise. Most of the people do not need my service since the most of the job in the world is activity that does not need completion.

I do not mind inactivity.

Sometimes I get into great activity when I have to know about something technical I believe I need know how much superior from all that I  already know.

Having met with my creator, an entity at center of my heart and demolishing my all concept about that, I cannot create another hypothesis about that. However I still have trillions of organized observation at my finger tip or within my arm's reach. I have already promised myself not to use them. It buys me lot of time for inactivity or idleness.

I am not important to me.

Yet there may be some activity that may be of interest to others if I take their interest into account. They are needed. I know. It is enjoyment all the same. Lies but yet pleasure-some for the lie that is me.

I contemplating a sun room worm in the snowing winter where I am writing drawing or reading as well as observing outside. The quote I have for making such is $25000. It is too much for my current financial status. I must earn this.

I have observed my physical ability to bear cold and heat. I need control my surrounding.  I cannot abandon my observations.

Although I am committed to be absent and do not require them any more.

Day night air water time passes me despite my attention - I cannot stop seeing. I have to see always and I do not have option about this.

Similarly financial status, a function of time, passes my attention. I have to pay for my time. Or live without activity to earn my living.

I must cut my coat as per availability of cloth literally. I wear what I have without acquiring till I have no more. I eat what I have till no more. I live under roof till no more. I breath till no more.

I am committed to practice and talk no more.

This is my activity right now while I am awake.

Money excites. I try not to be excited. Excitement I cannot bear. Although I am committed to bear all excitement. I have to all after all. My exit door must always remain open.

I do not have a door at the exist.

I am trying to make sense of what I read just now.

China has made investment 3 times its GDP. It has to write off money 2 times its GDP in order to remain balanced. It is taking measure prohibiting Chinese to invest abroad. How does it help to increase its GDP and to balance or bring equilibrium?

To increase GDP, we ought to invest in labor raw material and marketing. Only action needed is to write off bad investment and do not invest anymore. Those factory do not produce worth the investment must be closed. Chinese goods market is world wide. They have diversified and need capture those markets they have penetrated yet - ship aircraft car medicine transport etc.

They must need a predictive model, that can only based on past data or observation on supply demand price of commodity of choice. They have necessary control in place for supply of labor raw material and money. They have far better control than USA that have gone in a very wrong direction led by addictive technology production and marketing that has created unproductive labor force and goods that are no longer made. Advantage of USA is on its ability to bear over invest or apparently unlimited debt. Chinese must turn the table there.

Chinese must identify and buy raw material from USA and not finished products.

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